23/06/2024
Here comes a very honest and straight to the point post........
So tomorrow is C&Cs 3rd birthday! π
(Busy week, so doin' this now, while Freya tries to swim in the bath)
CHANGE = it's not always easy, but nearly 3 and a half years ago,i prayed God would guide me with what was going to happen with regards to C&C. I was in a good job, that i loved but my garage was getting busy,I prayed for guidance, I was giving the word transition by the Lord one random Sunday and for that I handed my notice in!
But roads are mot always smooth. There are pot holes, roundabouts, crossings, and sometimes the unimaginable. But God will not put u down a road for no purpose.
In this first picture, I was living with an addiction, a lot of demons in my head, and bad decisions, but I'm functioning in my own world.
The second pic, I'm in recovery 9 months, living in hell, hurting because I hurt, trying to keep and looking up. Not knowing how things would work out or how I would get through feeling like this. Somedays, I actually thought for my sake and the people around me, I'd be better off not here.
Third pic, 19 months in recovery, 6st 2lb lighter on the scales but so much more lighter mentally.
So basically, change isn't always easy. Transition isn't always easy, but trust the process and trust your purpose. You will not be put down a road that the author doesn't already know the journey ahead.
Sorry for the long post, Freya is also like a prune.
Oh, and one last, wee thing, regarding the weight loss, rumour has it, it was down to me taking illegal things, it certainly wasn't. For those who want to know, ask me directly, and I'll happily tell u my story!
Thank u all as always for your support.
Much love π