24/01/2025
I have experienced a wave of new beginnings. Beautiful lives along the way with powerful energy. Energy that maybe just wasn’t meant for me and deterred me from my chosen path. This inevitably leads to some ugly chaotic endings. Circle of life. Evolution. You live and learn. You evolve. Then you die. Again and again. People are accustomed to only dying once which is simply not accurate: there is death everywhere. All the time. 24/7. Going unnoticed and unappreciated. We mourn when we should rejoice. Especially within the self, which is of most importance. And you see, I have died off plenty of times and will continue to die off time and time again. What I thought I had wanted when I was younger is no longer what I strive for in the now. And what I want now will ultimately adapt into a new way of thinking as time goes on. Vices and bad habits become pieces to a new puzzle of my future. I have embraced it and made peace with it. So should you. Such is life. Such is evolution. As am I. Inevitable. Cycle repeats. How else can a caterpillar wish to fly without killing itself? The process to morph into the next phase of its own life requires death. Then and only then can it birth a new way of life. B. L. D.
February 11 ⏳
