01/31/2024
😊💙🩷 In the so many weaknesses I have, all or you that know me see the strength of the Lord! Sooo many weaknesses..... All is held together in Christ, and in my brokenness He Healed me with Love. Just like anyone else I have feelings and don't know how to manage them all in the best ways at all times. But I'm learning when being treated unfairly, when someone that owes me an apology is too arrogant, not to hold it against them and act like nothing. Because they have God to answer too.... In other words not showing the negative emotions exist with evil behavior. To let love outweigh their mistakes. They have God to answer too, and He is the Judge. Gossiping and criticizing are unacceptable to the Lord. Gossip is just saying something whether true or not true that was told to you in confidence by another individual. It is not saying something that isn't true that makes it cause up. But if I'm seeking counsel or advice from a loved one and confide in them to tell them something personal to help me that's acceptable to the Lord. People don't get away with things, I remember God is Just. For me personally I am learning not to tell someone what I think of them or what they are making me feel after trying to talk to them. I have several scriptures that reveal that to me. Managing frustration when dealing with jealousy, envy or even upset clients is taking a moment, days, or a period of time set apart to collect myself. Knowing myself, blowing up when pushed to my max capacity by selfishness, drives me BANANAS! When I know someone is lying I get pi**ed and I learned the faster I deal with it, it doesn't turn into bitterness which is a sin. If I address an issue from the start I don't continue to dwell on it; which causes it to mature to bitterness and anger. This may be soooo easy for many of you, BUT WOW is it HAAARD for me...... Soooo many times it's listening to praise music or and praying in tongues that helps me! And even with me sharing this information with you my friends and family I want you to know I make enormous mistakes and with God's Grace, Mercy, Love and HIS HOLY SPIRIT with me I know God gives me favor.