01/18/2024
Hi... if anyone has noticed I've been absent from online and public. Only a handful know what's going on with my health and witnessed up to Oct/Nov. Thank you to those who wished me happy birthday 11/20 and who have contacted me on my number. Don't go run to my mom & others to ask questions. I reinforced and instructed to them that fact, people can contact me on my phone by text, as I hardly pay attention to my phone as it is and avoid social media and basically people because this is so difficult and deterating my health, and took away my quality of life. So I apologize if i dont response for a few days. It's extremely painful, nerve wreaking, depressing to say the least. I'm not looking for pity or for attention (thus avoiding).
Basically I've fought enough hard to get treated and been dismissed (fired) at a practice, called delusional, recommended to seek psychological evaluation, or denied treatment to say the leas, by many different medical provleast, at severallocations... It's obvious to those who read and see me & proofing have, it is a rare flesh eating/organ destroying parasite usually only found in tropical areas. (OCT CDC & WHO released PSA that its been in US and people who never traveled have contracted and outbreak in TX). I didn't know I caught it (when/where). Thought it was just MCAS or acne in July. By August I figured out what was going on.i wasn't too bad at first so I reached some things I could do OTC but they failed.
Since beginning of 2024, I got indepth with my medical journey research world wide just to manageand im glad i self taught to reseach them and understandthem over 10 years ago. I've found some nontraditional OTC vitamins, probiotic, acids and other supplements which I've started. All these topicals, home procedures, supplements, ect takes hours a day just to keep me from death and manage but is draining me financially . All because stupid providers haven't bothered to listen and treat. I have spoken with lawyer and they need diagnosis to start lawsuit. 5+ facilities and many doctors at my count. I'm trying to fight and not let it overtake my life but it's so hard someday stop be motivated knowing I may not find any medical professional to treme treatments ir meds are not coverdd by medicaid, or not approved in US so tually listen and treat, and most are extreme
I have no energy whuch just showering is an extreme challenge, can barely walk around up/down stairs with exhaust loke i want to pass out, and get dizzy easily get elevator pressure feeling like floor droppi ng) with memory problems now with times of freezing up into space without notice & worked lack of coordination left eye vision is blurred, fingers on my right hand don't really function as well as opening/vlosing/holding objects, left wrist is messed up, no balance walking, hearing affected. I haven't been able to hug my knids for awhile now, I've been able to drive maybe 5 times since November (luckilyi just go for ride with Alonzo drivingpermit). I sleep little or take naps, have little to no appetite, it's disfigured my face and cartridge in nose that is noticeable plus lesions/ulcers and severe scaring with throat problems. It started on skin moved to sinuses and is now internal and obviously in digestive system, nervous system po)ssibly brain.
As of now I'm on waiting list for specialist, but they are "reviewin" medical history and chartto see if I'm a candidate. This is I believe my last hope of getting treatment and "officaial" diagnosis. I don't need anymore "have you tried this" fomr everyone reading this. I have no had much interaction with anybody for months, miss karaoke, I'm not contagious but if uou get bitten by this parasit/insect you can get this and it is somethingi home no one hasto discover. But as all those PA, RN, MD, ER, ect, there's nothing wrong,so well hummmm....
