13/07/2025
I was told to listen to my intuition.
I was told to surround myself with people who support me, not hold me back.
I was told to stop doing what everyone else wants me to do and focus on what speaks to me.
It's time to listen to what the universe is shouting at me.
So, what DO I want? That's a harder question than I thought it would be.
Seems like it should be a simple thing, "what do you want to do?" It took some soul searching and sorting through the mental chaos, but I think I finally have an answer.
I enjoy hosting. Parties, picnics, get togethers, whatever. I enjoy directing the madness and the satisfaction of having everything set in place so it looks perfect. I enjoy the look on people's faces when they see the finished product, when they realize they get to have an amazing time in the space I've created.
I WANT to host parties and events that make people stop and stare.
I WANT to have my own brick and mortar event space to host parties that will be the talk of the town.
I WANT to execute events with MY vision, not somebody else's. I DON'T want to be a wedding planner because that's the bride's vision for her perfect day, not mine.
I WANT to be able to support my family by doing what I love.
That is my dream, my goal. If I don't put my request to the universe then it will never happen, so there it is. Time to make it happen.