17/10/2019
So powerful I need to share this testimony with you -
When I met Tony, I was very impressed by the complete ease that he made me feel, considering I’m usually extremely anxious about meeting new people. We were in a group session and after some small talk and a few activities, Tony asked if I would like to come up and work with him, I accepted. He was able to get me to see that mind over matter is a big thing, especially with the things I feared. I have been on medication for depression, severe anxiety, and panic attacks for over 10 years, was told that I needed therapy for the things I had endured during my life, and I hadn’t told Tony any of this, but he focused on something during the small talk; I was terrified of balloons. During this session, Tony was able to get me to see that my simple fears and manifested itself into creating a fear of something that others would consider a happy item or a simple item. I don’t have these disorders I mentioned, they were literally a manifestation of my fear of basically everything. During this session I was able to literally visualize these “disorders” and pull them out of my body, and it was surprisingly hard to let go and, according to the fellow attendees, hard to watch.
Since this experience, I have evolved 100% and everyday is a small victory. I no longer have anxiety attacks nor am I depressed, but rather I am optimistic. I eat healthier and I no longer self sabotage myself and find ways to challenge myself every day by facing a former fear. I blow up a balloon once a week and I have noticed even needles don’t cause a rise in blood pressure as it once did. I’m happier, I love myself in a healthy manner (I literally hated myself when I met Tony), my vision is clearer, and I honestly fear very little. I feel like Tony helped upgrade me as a person and he gave me the map to guide me to a happier, healthier me. I’m on no medication anymore, I don’t need extensive therapy like I once was told I needed, and I have moved on from things that I was literally afraid to let go.