AJMM&E (2024)

08/12/2019

WAS THIS ACTUALL
Y ORIGINALLY SENT FROM OR BY THE DIRECTION OF MY SISTER SARAH WAGNER!?! THIS E-MAIL PAGE IS ACTUALLY OUT OF SORTS BECAUSE OF YEARS OF STUFF {JUNK} SENT TO IT AND FROM IT OVER THE YEARS-IF YOU WOULD OR ANYONE ELSE WOULD LIKE TO FURTHER CORRESPOND AS I GENERALLY DO NOT FREQUENT THIS E-MAIL AS MUCH-PLEASE USE [email protected] I AM INTERESTED IN WHAT CBD AND H**P OIL CAN DO FOR OTHERS AS MY BACK IS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN EXPECTED BECAUSE SOMETIMES I WALK 4 OR 5 MILES PER DAY-AND HAVE A FREE MEMBERSHIP THIS MONTH AT GOLD'S GYM-MAINLY BECAUSE OF THEM HAVING A SWIMMING POOL-MY NOW FAVORITE SON-IN-LAW BILL DISTASIO IS IN THIS TYPE OF BUSINESS AS I RAN ACROSS HIS STORE WHILE I WAS REMINISCING AT WESTWOOD OFFICE PARK AND THINKING ABOUT OLD TIMES AS I WENT FROM CARPENTERS HELPER THERE-TO FULL CARPENTER-THEN BECAME FOREMAN THEN SUPERINTENDANT AND RAN THE WHOLE BUSINESS AND MET SOMEBODY THERE THAT I BECAME SORT OF FRIENDS WITH BY TOSSING PENNIES AND LISTENING TO TIME IN THE BOTTLE-N AND SARAH SEEMINGLY IS THE ONLY ONE WHO I KNOW OF THAT IS DIRECTLY PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE IN THAT RELATIONSHIP-THAT I HAD TO LET GO OF BEFORE GOD COULD WORK IN MY LIFE-HOWEVER UP UNTIL 9 MONTHS AGO IN MARCH-SOMETHING HAPPENED DEADLY THAT TURNED MY LIFE AROUND-AFTER THAT-I STOPPED SINGING THE OLD SONG DRAGGING IN THE MUD SO TO SPEAK- I HAD HANGING ON ME CALLED- *RIGHT WON'T TOUCH THE HAND THAT IS FILLED WITH WRONG* BY GEORGE JONES YOU-TUBE THE WORDS DO NOT SPEAK THE WHOLE STORY AS IT WAS NOT REALLY SO MUCH JEALOUSY- IT WAS MAINLY THE MISERY OF NOT LIVING AND LOVING UNCONDITIONALLY AS MY GOD DID US ALL AND SOMEBODY ELSE DID ONCE FOR ME- SO THAT SAD LOSING SONG BECAME A REVELATION THAT AS IN THE HOSPITAL ALIVE-ANYWAY-I REALIZED I WAS STILL ALIVE FOR SOME REASON-AND HAD TO BESIDES GOD'S ETERNAL MERCY AND "GRACE"-THE MAIN THINGS I HAD TO "FACE" WAS BASICALLY BECAUSE OF THE *CHOICES* {I MADE}- *CHOICES* SONG BY GEORGE JONES ON YOU-TUBE SO *{FINALLY}* REALIZING THE FIRST STEP TO SALVATION, RESTORATION, AND RECLAMATION OF MY LIFE AND WHAT I COULD DO FOR MY HURT FAMILY THAT I DID MEANING TO OUR NOT WAS AND WOULD CONTINUE TO BE *WRONG* AS ABOVE UNLESS I BEGAN WITH GOD'S HAND AT THE WHEEL-AND GOD ASSURED ME THAT I COULD CHANGE-"ANYWAY"-SO I WAS LED TO THIS POWERFUL SONG OF REDEMPTION---***I PRESSED THROUGH THE CROWD*** YOU-TUBE 3:59 THE ONE WITH THE FLOWERS MEANT SO MUCH TO ME AT THAT TIME AND NOW AS I LISTEN DAILY TO REMIND ME OF GOD'S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ME AND US ALL-"ANYWAY"- I ALSO SING IT LIKE THIS::: LIKE THE PRODIGAL SON, I DRIFTED IN DARKNESS, THE CLUTCHES OF SIN, THEY CLUNG TO MY SOUL, MY BURDENS WERE HEAVY, MY SINS WERE SO MANY, *{BUT}* WHEN I TOUCHED JESUS, HE MADE ME WHOLE, I PRESSED THROUGH THE CROWD REACHED OUT AND TOUCHED JESUS, THE SWEET HOLY SPIRIT, CAME INTO MY SOUL, I KNEW I HAD BEEN CHANGED, MY SINS *"ARE"* FORGIVEN -{{OH!! YES!!}}-FOR WHEN I TOUCHED JESUS, HE MADE ME WHOLE!!!.....LIKE THE WOMAN WHO TRIED-MANY PHYSICIANS; *{BUT}* WHEN SHE TOUCHED JESUS, WAS HEALED ON THAT DAY--MY SICKNESS WAS DIFFERENT-MY SINS WERE SO MANY *{BUT}* WHEN I TOUCHED JESUS, HE WASHED THEM AWAY!!-I PRESSED THROUGH THE CROWD REACHED OUT AND TOUCHED JESUS-THE SWEET HOLY SPIRIT CAME INTO MY SOUL, I "KNOW" I'VE BEEN CHANGED-MY SINS *"ARE"* FORGIVEN-FOR WHEN I TOUCHED JESUS HE HAS-{{OH!! YES!!-THANK-YOU-JESUS!!!}} MADE ME WHOLE!!!! THEN AS THE SWEET HOLY SPIRIT HAS BEEN GIVING ME SONGS HERE LATELY MY COMES ANOTHER ONE MAKING ME SO THANKFUL OF THE THINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN WORSE-AND THE BLESSINGS OF HOPE THAT SPRING UP IN MY HEART AND SOUL-AS IN JEREMIAH 29:11-GOD SAYS I KNOW THE GOOD PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU, TO GIVE YOU PEACE AND NOT OF EVIL, TO GIVE YOU A FUTURE AND A HOPE-1ST CORINTHIANS 13:13 THESE THREE THINGS ABIDE: FAITH-HOPE-LOVE AND YES THE GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE-AND FAITH WORKS THROUGH LOVE-YET WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT HOPE-WHICH AT ONE TIME WITHOUT FAITH IN JESUS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE-ALL HOPE WAS GONE AND SO WAS I......YET ALL I CAN DO IS SIMPLY FOLLOW JESUS WHO IS MY-OUR FRIEND AND THANK HIM-WITH THIS QUESTION ANSWERED ON THE CROSS AT CALVARY MORE THAN TWO THOUSAND YEARS AGO....***WHY ME LORD***TWO VERSIONS OF THIS AWESOMELY AMAZING THANKFULNESS TO GOD'S MERCY-GRACE-AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR US ALL!!! THE BEST VERSIONS TO ME THAT I ALSO SHARE TO SOME OTHERS ALSO IS-***WHY ME LORD STORY***TOLD AND SONG BY KRIS KRISTOFFERSON 10YRS. 6:04-YOU-TUBE SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.......PLEASE LISTEN-NEXT A MOST POWERFUL SECOND MESSAGE OF THE SAME PERSONAL TESTIMONY BY KRIS KRISTOFFERSON-YOU-TUBE***WHY ME LORD***KRIS KRISTOFFERSON, LEE ANN WOMACK, REBA...WOMACKFANFILE 4:47-JOINED ON STAGE WITH-WILLIE NELSON-ALISON KRAUSS-LUKE BRYAN-EMMY LOU HARRIS-DARIUS RUCKER-SHOOTER JENNINGS {SON OF WAYLON JENNINGS AND JESSIE COLTER-DIERKS BENTLEY-TOO MANY TO MENTION-IT SPEAKS VOLUMES WHEN THIS MANY PEOPLE REALIZE AND ARE WILLING TO BEAR WITNESS TO THE FACT THAT ALL OF OUR SOULS ARE IN HIS HANDS!!!!-I DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE MISTER AND IF MY SISTER DIRECTED YOU TO MY E-MAIL BUT-GOD HAS DONE MORE FOR ME THAN I CAN REPAY OR THANK HIM FOR-I'M NOT AS IT IS A PREACHER OR SUCH-YET I FIND LED TO THE STREET PEOPLE AND SUCH AND I GO TO DIFFERENT PLACES AND SPEAK ABOUT NOT TO TAKE THAT NEXT DRINK-DRUGS-THINGS PUT ABOVE GOD-JUST TO GET BY UNTIL THEY GET STRONGER TOMORROW OR SO TO STOP ON THEIR OWN-YET FOR MOST WITHOUT JESUS AS DESCRIBED ABOVE TOMORROW NEVER COMES THE WAY IT COULD-WHEN IT IS NOT FACED AND DEALT WITH TODAY AS IT SHOULD-MY SHARING AT TWO OR THREE A/A-N/A-DUAL RECOVERY AND SPIRITUAL RECOVERY MEETINGS AS THE ONE TONIGHT THAT I WAS INVITED TO COME AND SPEAK AT IS ABOUT-YES I HAVE HAD AN AMAZING LIFE LOVE FAMILY WELL OFF AND POOR SLEEPING IN THE STREETS-YET BEFORE THAT NEXT THING THAT IS YOUR IDOL OR OBSESSION(S) AS IS DRUGS, ALCOHOL AND OTHER THINGS WRONG BECOME WORSE-THINK ABOUT A PERSON WHO AT ONE TIME-GOT HOLD OF THINGS OF THE WORLD THAT IN SOME INSTANCES WITH OUT HELP-SPECIALLY FROM GOD-EVEN AFTER BEING SUCCESSFUL IN DOING AND ACCOMPLISHING THINGS MOST PEOPLE NEVER DREAMED OF DOING OR BEING SUCCESSFUL AT-SEEMINGLY LOST IT ALL AND AT 68 YRS.OLD-AND STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN-MY SHARING IS IF I CAN HELP JUST A FEW TO NOT WAIT AND LOSE DECADES NO MATTER HOW GOOD SOME OR A LOT OF IT WAS-SIMPLE-PLEASE ALSO REALIZE THAT YOU ARE NOT JUST HURTING YOURSELF-THERE IS SOMEBODY OR SOMEBODY'S SOMEWHERE-THAT IS BEING HURT ALSO-AND TIME IS SOMETHING THAT CAN BE RESTORED IN SOME WAYS-YET THERE IS GUARANTEE WHAT THE FUTURE WILL HOLD...AS WE ACCEPT THE THINGS WE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO CHANGE-YET MOST SURELY CHANGE THE THINGS WE CAN-AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED-MISTER I DO NOT KNOW IF YOU WERE TRYING TO SELL THAT CBD OIL OR WHAT-BUT I WAS INVITED TONIGHT-TO AN ORTHODOX CHURCH NO LESS-SPIRITUAL RECOVERY MEETING AS DESCRIBED TO ME-WHICH MOST ALL SPIRITUAL STRUGGLES IN MY MIND'S EYE HAS TO DO WITH SOME OBSESSION OR SUBSTANCE ABUSE-AND ME BEING A SELF DESCRIBED FULL GOSPEL-PENTECOSTAL AND I TALKED AS ABOVE-AND GOT THE MAIN POINTS OUT AND IT WAS THANKFULLY RECEIVED BY ALL-YET IT WAS A BIT COLD AND IF YOU KNOW AN ANDREWS WHO IS WOUND UP ABOUT A PASSION-THIS TIME THE RIGHT PASSION-JESUS CHRIST'S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE SHARED THE RIGHT WAY-YOU CAME ALONG AT THE RIGHT TIME FOR ME TO FINISH THE NIGHT OFF WITH WHAT IS NOW BURNING IN MY SOUL-MY PASSION IS NOW TO FOLLOW JESUS' EXAMPLE OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE-THAT AT ONE TIME I BELIEVED I HAD AND IN SOME WAYS GAVE-YET JESUS' TRUE EXAMPLE AND SOMEBODY ELSE'S TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE PUT WHAT I TRIED ON MY OWN TO GIVE TO SHAME-SO NOW MY PASSION IS THAT MY FUTURE IS BRIGHTER NOW THAT I HAVE THE STRENGTH THROUGH GOD AND THE COURAGE TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS OF GOD'S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR AS I LOVE JESUS WAYS WITH A RENEWED UNDERSTANDING NOW AS GOD IS FIRST-GOD LOVES FAMILY AS I ALSO ENDEAVOR TO DO-IN ANYWAY AND EVER WAY POSSIBLE-AND OTHERS I AM LED TO WITHOUT NEGLECTING GOD OR FAMILY-THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE OUT HERE THAT ONLY AT THE TIME YOU OR ME CAN REACH WITH OUR STORY-AND SOME DO NOT GET A SECOND CHANCE AT ALL-SO JOHN 15 IS VERY IMPORTANT-THIS LAST SONG SUNG BEAUTIFULLY BY OTHERS AND PRETTIER FLOWERS THAT ARE SOME'S ATTRACTION SO TO SPEAK ON OTHER VERSIONS-IS BEST DESCRIBED AND CHOSEN HERE TO BE SUNG BY JANIS JOPLIN A LADY NO DOUBT FULL OF POWERFUL PASSION AND DESIRE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED-YET IT IS SO SAD THAT LOVE THAT SHE WANTED SO DESPERATELY AND SANG ABOUT SO PASSIONATELY WAS SO PAINFUL TO HER-THAT SHE SANG TO SOME LOVE IS A RAZOR THAT LEAVES YOUR SOUL TO BLEED-YET TO HER AND OTHERS WHO DO NOT KNOW OR EVER SHOWN JESUS' UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IN US AND THROUGH US AS HIS DISCIPLES-SEEMINGLY CAN NOT GRASP THAT WE NEED NOT BLEED AND SUFFER INSIDE OR OUT-AS JESUS SHED BLOOD ON THE CROSS AT CALVARY WAS GIVEN OF HIS OWN FREE WILL-UNCONDITIONALLY-AND AS WE REALIZE-NOT BEING PERFECT-YET ENDEAVOR TO SHOW SUCH LOVE TO OTHERS AS UNCONDITIONALLY WITH IN REASON AS WE CAN-THE LIGHT OF JESUS' TRUE LOVE SHINES IN US AND THROUGH US AS GOD'S VESSEL-AND WE CAN LEARN AS WE GO-JESUS SAID HE ADDED UNTO THEM AS THEY WERE ON AND IN THE WAY OF AND TO DOING HIS WILL-AND THE STEP OF FAITH BRINGS OUT THE LOVE OF GOD AS ABOVE-LOVE WORKS THROUGH FAITH-THAT BRINGS HOPE THAT IS DESPERATELY NEEDED-YES OBEDIENCE IS A COMMANDMENT-YET LOVE IS NOT JUST A GIFT THAT FALLS IN OUR LAP ONE DAY-IT IS NOT ONLY A COMMANDMENT BUT IT ALSO SAYS WE ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE UNFEIGNED LOVE FOR THE BRETHEREN-AND WHO ARE THE BRETHEREN!?! JUST IN CHURCH-YOU DECIDE I CAN NOT AND DO NOT QUALIFY TO JUDGE SUCH THINGS AS APOSTLE PAUL SAYS MY RIGHTEOUSNESS IS AS FILTHY RAGS-AND WITH THAT I REALIZE I HAVE GONE FROM TALKING ABOUT LOVE AND SUPPOSEDLY GONE TO MEDDLING-IN GOD'S BUSINESS...THE THING ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR SONG YOU-TUBE ***JANIS JOPLIN -THE ROSE*** (LETRA-LYRICS) WARLUZZ 3:28 SAID SO MANY THINK THAT LOVE IS ONLY FOR THE LUCKY AND THE STRONG-YET IT IS NOT TRUE-IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE THAT WAY-THIS SONG ALSO SAYS THAT IT IS THE SOUL AFRAID OF DYING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO LIVE-OH MY-IF WE COULD ONLY GET ONE AT A TIME TO REALIZE THAT JESUS DIED FOR ALL OF US-ALL OF OUR SINS NO MATTER WHAT-HIS SHED BLOOD AS THE PRECIOUS LAMB OF GOD MEANS WE DO NOT HAVE TO PHYSICALLY DIE TO LIVE AND HAVE ETERNAL LIFE-OH YES IT IS SEEMINGLY PAINFUL AT FIRST SIGHT TO START WITH IN SOME WAYS TO DIE TO SELF-YET OH THE ABUNDANT LIFE THAT AWAITS US-TO JUST LET GO AND LET GOD-AND ACCEPT GOD'S SIMPLE PLAN OF SALVATION COMPARED TO THE DESTRUCTION THAT COMES WITH HOLDING ON TO THINGS THAT WILL NEVER LAST-I REALIZED THAT AT TIMES IT WAS SEEMINGLY SUCH A STRUGGLE TO FOLLOW GOD AND BEING SOMETHING AND DOING SOME STUFF THAT WAS CONTRARY TO MY CURIOUS AND INQUISITIVE NATURE-YET ONCE I REALIZED THAT THE STRUGGLE WAS IN TRYING TO HAVE IT BOTH WAYS-FEET ON BOTH SIDES OF THE FENCE SO TO SPEAK-YET IN GOD'S HOLY WORD A LOVE LETTER TO US FROM HIM IT SAYS-MY YOKE IS EASY AND MY BURDEN IS LIGHT-AND AS I GET MORE ON THE LORD'S SIDE SPEND MORE TIME SEEKING TO DWELL IN HIS PRESENCE-THE SWEET HOLY SPIRIT COMES AND AS IN PSALMS 91-I GET TO DWELL IN THE SECRET PLACE OF THE MOST HIGH-AND YES I'M NOT YET ALL WHERE I WANT TO BE-YET GOD'S NOT DONE WITH ME YET AND I AM SO THANKFUL FOR THE INTERCESSORY PRAYERS THAT I AM JUST NOW FINDING OUT THAT PEOPLE I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WELL-I HAVE BEEN TOLD ABOUT IN RECENT TIMES HAVE PUT UP FOR ME AND I KNOW I WILL NEVER TURN BACK-AND I HOPE YOU DO NOT MIND BUT 9 MONTHS AGO IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ALL OVER-AND MY MIND WAS MUSH TO SAY THE LEAST-BUT SOMEONE SOMEWHERE HAD BEEN OR WAS PRAYING AND NOW-AFTER NOT BEING ABLE TO WALK AROUND THE BLOCK I CAN WALK FOR 4 OR 5 MILES AND MY MIND IS SO EXHILERATED THAT I CAN BARELY THINGS DOWN THAT COME TO ME IN THE SPIRIT-TO THE POINT I HAVE SEVERAL BOXES FULL OF INSPIRATIONAL THINGS TO SHARE I PROBABLY NEED TO STAY HOME FOR A WEEK BUT I SPENT YEARS JUST EATING-SLEEPING-AND TAKING UP SPACE AS THE OLD MAN-NOW I'M 68 YRS. YOUNG AND A WONDERFUL LIFE IS STILL AHEAD OF ME-WITH A PROPHESY OF HOPE GIVEN TO ME BY SOMEONE OF MANY YEARS YET FULL OF LIFE-LOVE-PEACE-HAPPINESS-PROSPERITY-AND THE JOY OF THE LORD AS MY STRENGTH-AND JESUS AT THE WHEEL WITH THE COMFORTER IN THE FORM OF THE SWEET HOLY SPIRIT WITH ME ALWAYS IN ALL-WAYS AWE-MEN!!!

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