
12/03/2025
What being a born again virgin brought me✨
Over two years ago, I decided to only engage in full union s*x if I was in love.
I LOVE s*x and I definitely wasn’t planning on being celibate for this long when I began this journey.
As I got deeper and deeper into my time being without this part of my life that I have so deeply enjoyed, I started feeling scarcity creep in.
I started feeling depleted and less than. I wanted to fall in love just so I could have s*x again. I felt like I was losing my s*xiness.
And then one of my best friends, who is on a similar journey, said that we are like ‘born again virgins.’ A joke, yes, but it did shift something for me.
The sign Virgo is ‘the virgin’, which is represented by The Hermit card in the Tarot.
I started opening up to this as a practice of drawing upon my own inner light.
And damn, did everything change.
Once I started leaning into this ‘purity’ of self as a good thing, I began to feel it’s power.
Energetic cords and ties to past lovers have disappeared.
I feel 100% myself. I feel the residue that past lovers have left behind in my body fading away.
I feel juicy all on my own.
I feel powerful and safe.
I feel like a Queen, in command of my Queendom.
I don’t get twisted up in relationship dynamics that distract me from my relationship with myself.
It’s pure ME.
And I love it.
And I’m so grateful to have gotten this chance to fall in love with my untarnished self before I give myself to someone else.
This path is not for everyone, but it is one of my paths to being initiated into the mystery of my own soul in this lifetime.
Seeing what paths are yours to ascend is part of the journey as a mystic and part of what I teach you to see and work with in Spiral of the Star.
I would never ask you/tell you to follow in my footsteps in this path, but I will help you see where YOU can find your own initiatory journey and how to use it to help you open up the magic within you that’s waiting to be uncovered.
We begin on March 20.
Comment ‘Spiral’ and I’ll send you the link for more info.