15/06/2024
Some of our greatest achievements and most amazing parts of our lives can't be measured by what kind of job we have, or house we live in, or where we live. Some things are so much more then the cool things we have, our social status, or popular or successful we are. Some things supercede the other parts of life and hold these precious moments, precious moments that will only happen once, that you either remember or don't, that are so special there's no real way to describe their impact on you or what they're m truly worth. There such few and fleeting moments but are definitely what makes this whole hard challenging life struggle so completely worth every minute of it. If your not in this moment you cities could easily miss SO much in just a fraction off a second, a tiny inconceivable blip in time, that will forever hold the meaning of life with it. This is was that part of my life that had those moments that meant so much that was so significant there's no way to use the words we have to give a real description of what it feels like to hold these moments. This was my daughter, she only got to spend 2 and a half short almost nothing years here. 2 very filled very meaningful, extremely impactful and unbelievably special years here with us...i spend most days not even thinking about her, trying to NOT remember what it was like cause it takes so much so much to hold those feelings even for just a few moments now. They were so special and meant so much that they carry so much feeling and intense love and sadness it's completely overwhelming to cherish those memories, not that i don't, it just takes SO MUCH to do so, that usually i just remove it from my mind... It's always there but you know there's so many things to focus on and it's so easy to get lost in the depth of feelings and memories that i can only do so in short small doses. Each father's day is one of the times where those doses are more frequent and significant than the rest of the year. This was the last video i got to make of her just being, coloring, socializing, learning, growing, experiencing, teaching me so much.... It's this video, and 2 others that Dylan helped me create a song from during the whole COVID thing, something I'll be eternally grateful for. Every moment we are here there are these things these little tiny things that make this whole trip with the pain abs strife that comes with it. A smile, a look, a sentence, a hug, a smell, there so easily missed and dismissed but trust me when i say that it's in these moments that we are truly alive, feeling, the special and inexplicable complexity that is life. Be in the moment don't miss this shared experiences that define our lives. Please enjoy the song as it contains the eternal digital expression of my self, my daughter, my wife, one of my best friends, and my mentor and role model. In this digital art we live forever! Just remember that LOVE is LOUDER! we are...1Life...1Love...1 World... But only...2gettheRR
So this track was part of the learning process and training I did while at the Producer Dojo HQ, formerly in LA. It was a special track that I wanted to put together for a while. It may not be much