22/09/2021
OK, I have a history of drug abuse that spans most my life. I wrote a couple books, published them, and gave digital copies away for free at specific locations. Eventually, narcotics anonymous asked me to work for them. I resisted for about a year. I had already been clean a few. When I made the decision to go to work, I had already planned on doing it differently than the typical na type way.
I call a tour going out with users, using and then doing what I can to help users clean up. An active tour is one where you haven't already quit using, and each deployment a time you use with someone new.
How many tours?
3 completed extended tours with several deployments while active, one active extended soon to be employed. After its completion will be another new beginning for me.
List of complleted:
Crack
Co**in
Methamphetamine
List of active:
To***co
Reason for:
Too many find fault in these, plus my history of use/abuse.
When will the To***co be further employed? When I'm ready to take and commit to the necessary steps for cessation. Until then, it remains an active tour during current deployment.
