19/06/2022
Poached Nile Perch and vermicelli Zucchini Cabbage.
On this day, it was one of my hardest days. I didn't have money for food. Or any resources. I was questioning if I had made the right choice to try out all gifts I had. Food. Design.event coordination. podcast. And so much more. And above all...
I questioned of I had made the right choice to find God on my own away from the denomination I followed since I was of the age of 8.
Then someone brought me a whole fish for myself and a cabbage head. And well it was a lovely meal. Just for me.
I think here as I ate and celebrated the small victory I wondered... is this bounty or grace. For when the wins are small, are they wins? Or progress of days future past?
But I realised all around me that which made sense. Doesnt make sense any more
life.
