
09/21/2025
I don’t know where I am in relation to my foodtrepreneurial dreams anymore. Lost. Stagnant. Still longing for the spark I feel at all of your gorgeous food posts at minimum. But. The loss of my father has me—raw, introspective maybe to my detriment for now, layered with grief, but still harboring dreams that started in elementary on my Mama’s Kitchen Counter.
So. The past month+ has been just that. Me. Making plates. Me reconnecting w/ some of my favorite plates in my favorite city. For my mama. For. My daddy. On her kitchen counters. And it has been. Food for the soul in efforts to heal the hole in our hearts he left behind. We do kinda feel like, collateral damage rn. He. Was/is. Everything to us. Collectively. Individually. So. Not knowing how to navigate. Feeling overwhelmed & overstimulated at minimum almost every minute of the day. Finding “regular” activities very hard. Still feels grounded when I can just—feed us.
These don’t capture all of our beautiful bites by any means. More so, they show—how rooted I am in food as love, especially from Mama’s Kitchen Counter.
💔❤️🩹💔❤️🩹