28/11/2021
There is a man I've known for for 27 years thar I no longer speak with and had wronged in my past. He's much older than I, and like a father figure to me for many, many, years. He was the one who taught me everything I know about running a small business, keeping my cool, and so much he was there for in my life when I was young, married, and raising my children. He helped me a thousand times, if not more.
I dreamed one of those dreams this morning, the ones that have always been true, and he was there and so was my son with him. It was a warning of something, I believe a stroke, that he may have today and die from. Unfortunately, there are things that prevent me from being able to read out to him that are now beyond my control. I woke up crying in sadness and have been rocking back and forth every since I woke up.
I pray that The Lord forgives him his sins, forgives me for things I ever did wrong to or against him, and that if it is to be his time, that God Almighty, tell him I love him and I am sorry for any hurt, heartache, or pain that I may have caused him and let him know how much an influence he was to me in my life and how much he meant to me. That he passes without suffering and if he leaves this world, that he may meet with my son in heaven and that they may rejoice in the beauty of going home together.
In the Lord's Name I pray,
Amen.
