16/02/2024
Since a bit before I started my flower business I've been on a path to purpose. At first the path was unknown. Perhaps some people have always known who they are and what they, "want to be when they grow up."
I was not this person.
When I was in HS I was taught that security within a job was the best choice. I remember sitting at the breakfast table with my Dad and him handing me a NYT article to read. It was about nursing and how the younger generation should pursue this path due to upcoming shortages.
Instantly I thought to myself- well, that's it then. I'll be a nurse.
As a teenager who went from one school to another I was constantly seeking out approval from people around me, wanting desperately to fit into the mold. Until I came to a point later in my teenage years where I went against the mold and wanted to rebel. (A story for another time.)
I applied the desire for approval to my chosen career path.
What will my father approve of was a running theme for much of my young adult life. The crippling fear of disappointing my Dad ruled my decisions far beyond what I realized.
Until January 2020.
I started taking a boundaries course offered by
A couple months later I found out I was pregnant with my second child and the world went into lockdown. I was still working on, who is Lisa? Truly making decisions rooted from my own heart's desire. No longer seeking out approval from others to the best of my ability. I was reading books again. Byron Katie and "The work of Byron Katie" changed my whole perspective on interpersonal relationships. I read "untamed" by and was inspired to start changing my lifestyle and choose me over societal norms and pressures.
Then, by what I believe to be fate, I stumbled upon and on IG. It was as if a lightbulb was finally turned on. I knew flowers were my path and the journey I needed. To grow them, to create with them, and to spread their beauty. I took Kalins blooming biz course and went up to Walloon lake for her Design Intensive Weekend.
Continued in comments....
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