24/06/2024
You ought to know. How blessed am I? That I have a loving and encouraging Father, who watches over me. Guides me when I fail to correct my own path. Reminds me, its okay to be in charge but catches me and stands me upright when I fall on my face. He never shames me, yet encourages me to change and do better and teaches me when I need a lesson. Sometimes I can get so upset when I pray and pray and the answer I get is, "No"! Then a lil later I'm so glad when He reviles why it was a no. How blessed am I? YET! Even when I am Christ centered I get a lil weary and worry about daily events. Somethings have really put the stress on me this weekend. At first I had fear, worry, screamed, and was very mean to my surroundings. My first thought was anger and all that came with it. I was up until I exhaustedly fell asleep with fret and worry. I had no one that would understand my anguish let alone understand what the issue was. It looks like I lost my health insurance. Its a big deal 3-4k a month for my meds and three upcoming surgeries. Helen Must have prayed because I feel better. Its so easy to think about the human-side of problems, rather than putting God first and at the head of the problems we face. You might why so long winded message. Well you see I know I am not the only one facing a loaded barrel. There are circumstances we may not start but we have to face them head-on, and do it before it gets out of control. That just makes you powerless and no one wants to be challenged with your last min. burdens because you waited too long. My advice is to head-off your upcoming troubles ahead of time as quick and as much as you can. Some sneak up on you. But the bills will I'm sure you know they are coming. I'm just facing medical stuff and they pulled my insurance after The doctors schedule Surgeries, Really! Something strange here. Anyway I could use some prayer and encouragement. Rally around poor Kenny for a bit please and prayers are always welcome. Thanks I love you all in Christ. No need for pity, this is all a part of life, its a stage we all face. I just ask, please just prayer. Thank you! KB