08/07/2022
I've been struggling to find my voice. It's lost in anger, fatigue, issues with my health, and frankly just where to begin. Is my voice the right voice? Should I just be listening? Should I be doing more? And when my voice is gone my creativity goes with it. I've had a giant block for months now, really maybe years.
Over the past two years I've navigated crippling cluster headaches, double eye infections, debilitating tailbone pain, a new autoimmune disease, pneumonia, Covid and a conglomeration in my left lung.
It's been a lot. Admitting that it's been a lot is hard.
It's hard to carve out time for creativity when you're working full time and a parent. It's even harder when you don't feel good and your body demands attention.
So I've been paying attention to it, or at least trying to. But my mind, even though it's blocked, longs to be creative: to write, to play, to create, to dream.
What do you do when you lose your voice or have a creative block?