08/03/2024
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Happy women’s day! 😍🌺
This is part 1 of three post. And I had to shout out to me first.
“Pit to palace”. (Quoting at , cause it lit feels that way, check her post)
Only God knows I’ve been through thick and thin. And I’m so glad that he created me, and that I’ve found delight in him.
Cause brought up by the world, was the most lost I’ve ever been.
But now knowing my identity in him, and that I’m an heir to a heavenly place, has just began its work in shaping me to a woman I’ve always dreamed.
Perhaps even more.
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I am not proud of who I was. Who I used to be. What I used to do. It was destroying my heart, my flesh, my mind and my soul. Let alone my spirit, which I didn’t know I also had.
I remember literally feeling like I was in a ‘pit’, and this was around the last time I knew I had depression.
If you can imagine a muddy deep pit, with zombies in it, and every time you tried to get out, either the zombies grab you or it’s raining so hard you slip back in.
That world became a cycle, and because it was the only world I knew, it became a comfortable- all too familiar place- to be. To the point that I started to dig the pit deeper, cause it started to feel like home. That point, I would describe being polluted and convoluted.
I looked ‘glam’ and all I cared about to be honest was how I looked. Whilst I groomed myself to look my absolute best, within was neglected and dying. There was no hope for me, I thought.
But who knew, that only a little mustard seed of faith, would be enough to get me out of that pit.
All I kept doing was keep on ‘believing’.
I hung on to this verse: Matthew 17:20 “… Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.
And now I walk into an adventure which feels like I’m walking through a palace with a crown on my head, Moses staff on my hand, and a leopard that follows me around. 🥲I could be crazier, that’s my concern! Crazy in love with the one above. Luckily there’s crazies like me & they’re loving n noble.