18/10/2024
Hi there humans!, every time there is a full moon I have a hard time catching a good sleep so I decided to write. If you have time, read me up! It's a bedtime story!
Gut Feeling!
That unknown feeling feels calmer today. Yesterday, I wasn't sure, and that was all I knew. I had unlimited thoughts eclipsing the bohemian man I didn't know I was. It is Aurum's fault—that's the Latin name for Gold. I like to see Gold as a living thing—who entertains the blind, keeps them in free fall, and sells them dreams of flying with paper wings.
I admit that I fell deeply asleep and snored very much knowingly. But, deep down, that feeling in my guts was telling me something was not right, wanting to wake me up, like a voice from somewhere that was shouting at me, but very softly at the same time. I had to force myself to listen to its words.
Those words hurt me, took away my dreams, and ripped off my clothes and the goals I wanted to fulfill. They let my eyes see what they didn't want to believe... I woke up to see that I was falling, falling fast with no chance to save my life. I knew this was a moment to do something to live or let go and die. I was brave but I was scared. I had to use those tears on my face to quench my thirst. I had to learn to believe I could do anything alone and by myself with no one's help, just me and God. Then I said the purest of prayers.
As death was waiting for me, bullying and laughing, thinking of its win, a crazy miracle happened! I remembered that in my dreams sometimes or maybe before this lifetime, "I used to fly", without paper wings, without a compass. I understood the universe's rhythm, and with a thought, I stopped time... Everything was the same as nothing, that voice was silent, my thoughts were blank, and I manifested Me. Out of nothing, I became light. And there I was, really feeling alive, heading to my own path, the past was in the past. I was just on a quest to find a home. That was my dream from the start. But now, if I imagine it, if I can see it, it's because it exists. That magical place inside my eyes— not on this earth, much less in my mind. I don't know where it is or even what it is but I knew it was there, maybe it looks like a house placed under palm trees, where a gorgeous woman I have never seen is waiting for me, that could easily be... Anyway, I'm sure now that's how it works, that's all I know.
This time I know how to listen to that unknown guts feeling. Today is anticipation of happiness, I'm hungry for a sweet rest from my high, and from everything. So... I will just kiss a star as she closes her eyes, like in a bedtime story and let her sleep. Tonight's full moon, maybe she will chill with me awake, enjoying the surfing shimmering lights in the waves, until the fire fades out and I will fall asleep home, this time in a magical good night rest. The End.
Gatto Gabriel Lyrics Full Moon Near earth Oct 17th 18th Autumn 2024.
BTW. The Drawing is one of my classics Magic Palm Tree Art. made in 2013 pensil carbon!
