I’m about to make my newest video on Disturb Reality public, and with it I predict will see the last time in a long time that the channel will have over 800,000 Subscribers.
I will be posting the link here to the latest project I’ve spent over two and a half months on - a Living Room Sessions live dj 30-minute mix featuring the music/sound + lights within the house at my fingertips, with 5+ camera angle cuts designed for a relaxing and introspective evening at home. Get your good speakers/headset ready and RIP to the 800K club for Disturb Reality🫶🏼
29/04/2024
I'll be spinning an opening dj set at Monarch Bar and Lounge at Memorial, this Tuesday [4.30] evening alongside a lineup of 3 other dj's, here in Houston, TX.
21+ event, free for those of age!
14129 Memorial Dr., Houston, TX 77079
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Phase 3: Happiness
I was trying so hard for so long to seek external validation through the arts of professional wrestling, magic, video editing, public speaking, and sleeping around.
I’ve recently discovered that there are key aspects of each of those ‘loves’ of mine that I can find new, exciting ways to be happy in life, as a 28 year old white dude who had a picture-perfect American Dream family fairy-tale of no mental, physical, spiritual, or emotional abuse from anyone within my family.
I’m extremely lucky. I’ve been living an entitled lifestyle of false sense of importance over my entire life.
It turns out, that the things that most make ME – EVAN CLOYD/JAREK120 – A 28 YEAR OLD NERDY KID THAT LOVED MAGIC AND PRO WRESTLING FOR 15 YEARS AND CHANGED OTHER PEOPLE’S LIVES IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING THAT ULTIMATELY LEAD TO ME UNDERSTANDING IT’S NOT MAGIC AND PRO WRESTLING THAT MADE ME **HAPPY**
It was storytelling.
My physical side was exercised because of my passion of telling a story in the world of pro wrestling. It also allowed me to tell a story without even speaking, pure body performance art.
My brain got stimulated with video editing and video producing, EVERYTHING VIDEO CREATING – directing, writing, conception to completion – I LOVE the process and I love the problems that can come with being a storyteller in the world of video production.
Visual storytelling is extremely important aspect of what makes me happy. Telling a story to strangers and hearing stories that trigger an emotional response. THAT’S what makes me happy – hearing and telling well-told stories that are worth hearing about.
Public Speaking is literally me just telling my life story and trying to create an emotional response to someone in the crowd that might prevent them from bringing harm to themselves. It’s important work! (Kevin Smith said it was important work, he also got me to try being Vegan – another STORY I told myself that I didn’t like Vegan food because I don’t like vegetables and Vegan’s are pu***es and hippies and stupid and weird and why would you ever stop eating red meat? Long story short, there’s yummy food out there that exists for a reasonable price that’s actually good for me, and I’m a FAT KID AT HEART! I LOVE TRASH COMFORT FOOD LIKE PIZZA HUT AND MCDONALDS AND BUFFALO WILD WINGS!)
Even meeting, interacting, attracting, and ultimately either being in long-term relationships and then trying to find the next girl when I’m single. Find the next girl that I’d like to be my next long-term relationship. But when I remove the external validation behind why I enjoyed flirting and meeting girls and talking to as many of them as possible is because there’s a very real, very human experience, in storytelling to and with someone to trigger an emotional response of some kind to get us to bond in the closest way two humans can – s*x.
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Some time has passed since I was writing this. It’s Halloween 2018 today and I have two happy dogs here wanting my attention. I’m gonna give it to them and take Katlin to express her creative self freely with a new haircut!
I only make decisions based on what makes me happy. What makes me happy isn’t going to 100% fall in line with what makes you happy, and that’s okay! That’s what makes us, us. Our own thoughts, our own perspective, our own paradigm, our own body.
You are the only thing in this life that you truly own. So own it.
King of Heartbreak
