26/02/2023
Something that is always a discussion in my surroundings is the opposite s3x. Weather is my fellow, SWers or men in my life. I have always been boy crazy. Ever since I can remember, some of my earliest school memories were of chasing boys trying to kiss them at recess. I lost my v!rg!n!ty young, I started dating young. I have always been endlessly fascinated with the energy opposite of my femininity. It started to flip & turn dark as I started getting over my head in abusive relationships. My trauma is all at the hands of men. My father abandoning me, abusive partners, assault & abuse in my industry… And yet! I am still endlessly in love with divine masculine energy. My favourite men seem to have the same healthy fascination with women. I sat with a customer & friend at the club last night. He would get up to tip the stage girls, sent his friends for dances, complimented me on what a catch I am but my favourite part was how he gushed about his wife. He went on about her, their relationship, the things he likes to do for her… my heart was so full. I have plenty of issues with men but I’m still completely fascinated & obsessed. A big part of my journey is the dance between the divine masculine & feminine. Tell me a lesson you’ve learned from or about the opposite s3x in the comments.