Madelina Horn (2025)

15/09/2024

When I moved to Vancouver I met .only.Damazonia and she has changed my life in many ways, continuing my experience with k!nksters being the warmest people, she is a true Matriarch on this community. Having a best friend who happens to be one of the top Do**es in the world who had just started teaching her craft via a carefully crafted curriculum, it was a no brainer that I went take this journey into becoming a fe**om myself. It’s been a real challenge to find my inner domme. The play is easy but I’m a very soft woman. So to envision myself as the one always in control was difficult at first and I still am challenged by it. It’s true shadowwork. We’re playing in the darkness to find light together. I am both very soft and still very powerful. I’m learning how those parts of me coexist. This is something I’ve basically been training for my whole life and yet is new.

12/10/2023

K!nk is just how adults play. I love tapping into the playful side. Being a domme doesn’t mean you have to be a straight faced, authoritarian. I find myself smiling almost all the way through. The reactions of submissives, the way pain registers on their face, the way I feel when they execute my requests so we’ll are all things that bring a smile to my face. Finding this element was how I nurtured my dominant self. Do you want to play? Application on my website.

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27/09/2023

.only.damazonia came into my life by coming into my club, kicking losers out of front row while I was onstage so she could make it rain on me. I could have never imagined the gifts this woman would continue to shower me with as our friendship has grown. She’s given me some of the best days of my life, shown me how safe friendship can be & taken me on the journey to finding my inner dominant. This is a new road that I’m so exciting see where leads. Women are all goddess but some of us embrace our divine on a different level. If you’re interested in seeing me in my domina form email me ⛓️

23/06/2023

I have this dragon that follows me… for most of my life I’ve been at battle. Using every ounce of my energy to fight this dragon that wants to end me. I make jokes about being tired all the times, the only escape from that beast is into my unconscious. Some days I awake with it heavy on my chest, breathing fire on me so hard that the pain is almost unbearable. The longer it has me down, the more tired I get & the harder it is to get up from under its talons to try to fight. I have accumulated many weapons on my path to battle it but sometimes it’s so strong that all my tools feel futile. Im sorry, if sometimes I’m distant or don’t call or make plans. I love you but I’m in a battle for my life which uses up all my resources & I cannot reach anyone.

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13/05/2023

Hollywood is a lover to me. I dreamt of being a star like most little girls. When I first spent time there at 18, I immediately fell in love. I have met so many wonderful people in this place or from this place. It has become a refuge to me. The romance of the city of angels is still very much alive in me. I feel like I belong. I feel like an outsider most everywhere but LA is like the place where all the misfit toys like me belong. Whenever I need centering I feel pulled to go back, to remember who I am. Thank you Hollywood, my love.

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03/05/2023

Outlaw k!nk…
I took out to .goat.mother666 ranch to shoot my new cowgirl act look constructed by my genius ride or die 🤠 We even dragged along. The best day with this magic to show for it!

05/04/2023

I’be been active pretty much my entire adult life with dance, acrobatics, yoga but I’ve never really lifted weights or done anything athletic that’s just for the sake of improving my body as the only goal. I recently hired a trainer who has made me very strong on a very short period of time & making my juicy b***y even juicier. My body is absolutely a temple to the divine feminine & I try my best to treat her as such. Thanks to .ifbbpro for putting up with me hitting on him & whining relentlessly. Happy Libra full moon 🌙

26/02/2023

Something that is always a discussion in my surroundings is the opposite s3x. Weather is my fellow, SWers or men in my life. I have always been boy crazy. Ever since I can remember, some of my earliest school memories were of chasing boys trying to kiss them at recess. I lost my v!rg!n!ty young, I started dating young. I have always been endlessly fascinated with the energy opposite of my femininity. It started to flip & turn dark as I started getting over my head in abusive relationships. My trauma is all at the hands of men. My father abandoning me, abusive partners, assault & abuse in my industry… And yet! I am still endlessly in love with divine masculine energy. My favourite men seem to have the same healthy fascination with women. I sat with a customer & friend at the club last night. He would get up to tip the stage girls, sent his friends for dances, complimented me on what a catch I am but my favourite part was how he gushed about his wife. He went on about her, their relationship, the things he likes to do for her… my heart was so full. I have plenty of issues with men but I’m still completely fascinated & obsessed. A big part of my journey is the dance between the divine masculine & feminine. Tell me a lesson you’ve learned from or about the opposite s3x in the comments.

02/02/2023

I’ve always wanted to visit Italy. My blood land. Specifically with my mother & I was finally able to gift her this trip of a lifetime for her 60th! I saw so much beauty. Why is the cemetery in Milan not a more prominent tourist spot? If I could recommend one thing it’s the cimitero Monumentale in Milan. Next the magical land of in the Italian alps where we stayed above the temples at Abaton. Words can’t really describe this place, you must see it for yourself. Last was Torino, where my ancestry is & an interesting magick point where white & black magick meet. Adapting to European life was quite challenging & I’m definitely a North American but I’m grateful for this journey 🇮🇹

01/01/2023

✨2023 ✨ the esoteric number 23. So curious about what this year will bring! Follow the white rabbit 🐇

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22/10/2022

Do you know who I am? ⭐️

11/10/2022

As above/so below. Solve/Coagula. The principal of polarity.

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02/08/2022

Cats have long been associated with witches but the love between cats & women goes back well before the legends of familiars. Felines have been associated with goddess energy since the dawn of time. There are countless goddesses across all cultures associated with feline; Bastet, Freyja, Durga to name a few. Cats are natural mediators between this plane & the astral which makes them purrfect familiars to magical homes. They are guardians & ward off certain spirits. In modern dream psychology cats are associated with our feelings about women & feminine energy. I’m wary of men who don’t like cats for this reason. This beautiful photo of my soulmate, Bathory, & I was captured by the multitalented Jennifer Garcia of

21/07/2022

I have grown a deep love of reading, especially on magick & the occult. One of the lingering effects of a breakdown I had from lockdown stress has been that I have lost my ability to read. I’ve been working on getting it back but so far to no avail. I have been suggested audiobooks but I don’t really retain information that way. My mental health has always been touchy, I have had several conditions that have been a long road to learn tools to function in this world. When I don’t have stability it completely crumbles. Im honestly quite surprised I’m still alive most of the time. That being said if anyone suffering doesn’t see the light, I can tell you that it is there for you. If I can climb out of where I was in my 20s to living a functional life like I am now, literally anyone can do it. Anyone! I often feel completely alien on earth, like I will forever be learning how to be human. I wonder if that’s just how everyone feels. If anyone has ever had a similar experience of losing something like the ability to read due to an extreme stress response please let me know if it came back & what helped. As above, so below.

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11/06/2022

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how misogyny is finding ever more clever ways to cloak itself in our society. I was recently at an event of str!pperz for str!pperz built by str!pperz who are historically women. At this event we were offered that gender is a social construct that is just a performance & that the separation of categories into men & women performers should be done away with. I was so upset by this I could barely enjoy my evening. I was born a woman & it is a deep very large part of my identity. It has never been a performance for me, always something that has rather hiddered me in society & often feels punished but I am deeply in love with. I work with goddesses almost daily, their energy in the divine feminine isn’t a performance. Even plants have sexes. This is not to negate that it is absolutely valid for people to feel they do not belong to one or the other. But to tell a SWer basking in one of the only spaces that have gone under the radar enough for women to build & thrive & own that a man can now take that crown feels like covert misogyny & repressing us further. Women are still fighting for equal opportunity & acknowledgement & validity. Until women are safe to have that you cannot take safe spaces for women away under the guise of “inclusion” of gender neutral spaces. If you are feeling triggered by this & are open to calm discussion I am open to hearing outside perspectives from a loving place. Do not try to take away my womanhood. I will die for that.

Photos of me in my full feminine glory by

28/05/2022

I ask you to dinner & cook for you dressed like this… wyd? (Wrong answers only)🍝

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22/05/2022

Looking through a lense can distort reality. I’ve had some powerful realizations brought on during the scorpio full moon eclipse that changed the trajectory I was on. I’m reminded to slow down, think things through, never make important decisions under duress, get better in touch with my magick & nurture the important relationships in life. I tend to be a rather guarded person, hyper focused on business & although I would take a bullet for the people I choose to surround myself with, they don’t know that because I bury myself in work. I have to remind myself that I have time. The way the Canadian govnt handled the pandemic has left me with even more trauma compounded & I overwork in terror that it might be taken again. I also won’t be spending time in Florida for a while. I’m so grateful for what it gave me. For now, unless I’m buying a property, I’m done. Did anyone else experience any huge shifts during this eclipse?

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15/04/2022

Throwback Thursday to my time in Norway. Still dream about going back it was energetically very much somewhere I felt at peace. Will forever love for seeing a muse in me & giving me the opportunity. I hope to go back someday 🇳🇴

Madelina Horn