18/05/2019
So guys, not long to go before we start the ride. Please keep sharing and donating. This week was mental health awareness week. This is obviously something very close to my heart and just wanted to talk about some of the struggles a young athlete might face in their sporting career.
The different things I am writing about is more linked to what I felt as an athlete, but this may not be the case for everyone but is probably linked in many ways.
Stress is huge emotion and can be very over whelming at times. When I was an athlete the smallest things could trigger a huge amount of stress for no reason. One big thing that I struggled with was the money aspect of my sport. You get to a certain age and you realise how much the sport is actually costing your family. This was vey stressful and put a lot of pressure on me. So many things would come into it, for example not having a good race, all I would think about is the money I have just 'wasted', this may have not been the case but this the way I felt and cause me to think about everything else I might be wasting, but nobody should think like that, if you are trying your hardest and making full use of every opportunity you get given it will pay off.
Another factor I wanted to share about was social groups. Being away from home is very hard and especially from such a young age. Don't get me wrong, it was amazing being away and visiting all the different countries and meeting a lot of new people but it is a lot different being at home. You ended up having two different friendship groups with completely different interests and personalities. Coming home from training camps was very hard for me as you miss out on so much being way from your school friends and have no idea what has been going on and you feel very lost and out of the group. In my mind I was thinking maybe I shouldn't be in this group of friends, (this wasn't the case but this is how I thought and was very hard for me to deal with. But as you get older you realise that the friends you might have in School may not be the friends for life, you also realise that you don't have to talk to someone every minute of the day for you to be good friends.
These are just two factors that I found very hard to deal with, but I feel like stuff like this doesn't get talked aoyt enough and thats what I wanted to change. I will be writing some more stuff on how I feel in the next few days.
Also, of anybody wants to join me and my dad on the ride then please message me and we can get it sorted.
Thanks, Olivia.