
25/11/2024
I know I have put this photo up a few times, it is because it’s my favorite photo of my mom and I. You can see the joy & happiness on her face, this was at my birthday July 2023. She literally danced and laughed with everyone until 4 AM.
I never realized how many times I took for granted My Mom going to the hospital quite a few times. But, ALWAYS coming back home. But, this time she didn’t😥, when I sent her to the hospital on St. Patrick’s Day, March 17, 2024.
She spent 8 months in hospice😞. I literally went every single day to see her with my Pug,Ted. It was a horribly sad watching her being confined to a bed, when she still wanted to get up and go and live💔. I Can’t tell how many times she said to me “ Get My Shoes, Let’s Go” but she was too weak to walk, but her mind wanted to keep going. It was so sad. I wanted to fix everything for her & I couldn’t😥
Every day, I waited for God to give Us a miracle and bring her back home. But, this time it never came. I was never in denial of my mom‘s condition for the last 8 months. But, it still doesn’t make it any easier.
Mom, I hope you knew & know how much I love you & I will Miss you Forever. I never imagined a day in my life without you. There is nothing in the world. I wouldn’t have done for you.
I always envisioned you a 100
Years old, with your pink hair, dancing in the kitchen🩷
The last thing I said to My Mom : Please wait for Me in Heaven, because I will be there with you🙏🏼🩷
I took my dogs yesterday to see her, so they could say goodbye. It’s very important for animals to see their loved ones when they pass because they understand death and they will know that person didn’t abandon them🙏🏼🙏🏼.
I don’t understand how we are expected to get through so much pain, heartache & loss in this life. I really don’t💔🙏🏼.
I am completely Shatteted and My World will Never Be the same. Please Pray for Me, as I really need them😥🙏🏼💔❤️
I Love & Miss You So Much Mom, Forever & Always😥🙏🏼💔❤️