Maaike

26/11/2024

Why are some people so fake?

08/11/2024

Only in this physical plane available. Why are you targeting me all the time?

08/11/2024

No unclear last-minute communications, please. Be very clear upfront, more than a few hours beforehand.

03/11/2024

So why am I being told that things are being stolen from me from the other side? (Invisible stuff). Why are you hating me? I’m super sweet and nice and cute. Why are you so horrible? And can blokes steal from me as well? Basically surrounded by horrible spiritual thieves?

25/10/2024

I’m sorry, I can’t make it due to super-sad bank account.

18/10/2024

Everybody is fake.

13/10/2024

Sorry my head sometimes gets distracted

As average population falls reach 95% in some regions, experts call for urgent action but insist ‘nature can recover’

11/10/2024

Just ate an oatie bar and now I’m feeling strangely high 🧐

05/10/2024

I am tired and lugging around s**t. I will watch the lights thing another day, ok?

05/10/2024

Tired of my body being sensitive and meddled with the whole time (from the inside/other side, whatever you call it). And lies being spread from people who can look inside (about consuming). Look

24/09/2024

So you failed to put a bitch woman in me, but still running the same program, as if I am her?

21/09/2024

I feel targeted once again. Are you trying to destroy my actions or memories? What have I done to you?

15/09/2024

Against building the motorway through the city (A100) and clubs

03/09/2024

I feel targeted and underestimated

31/08/2024

For the millionth time, I don’t understand the rules of this invisible game. Do I need to take part being blind (not literally) in this matter? Is this a man-thing? Has a load of words been taken off me by a friend who I thought was nice? Where are these words sitting, and there is a meat-taking gang type structure functioning the same? And why are people trying to take them off me? I have finished a few degrees at top universities, worked a f*ing load over time for lots of things and then it suddenly feels like jealous men thinking I’m a moron but still also kind of make me feel I’m not (I am not one).

21/08/2024

My Insta is showing s**t that clearly doesn’t belong to me in the suggestions! What are you guys doing? Always out to mess up my life! (this stuff is more serious than it sounds to you probably).

17/08/2024

Stop doing those things on the other side without me…

09/08/2024

To be clear: I’m still me. I suffered major mental trauma for 3 years which started 7 years ago. I managed to escape from the cause of trauma but was completely broke then. I signed on and got about half to two-thirds of normal (brits?) people get (745 now for absolutely everything?? God knows why so much less than others?). I had to move out of the flat in London because it was too expensive to live there (I still couldn’t work back then). I had already camped in the not very liveable kitchen with the stiff leather sofa’s, no curtains to save costs/pay back debts for 1.5 year or so (a denigrating experience in a houseshare with strangers, sleeping on the sofa, them coming into the kitchen in the morning). Especially for a WOMAN. A woman who has 3 degrees from top universities, worked in proper companies and started to dj and produce in the techno scene to a decent level. After the sofa experience I moved to Berlin since life is way more affordable there, I knew people there already and finally managed to score a job (at FB/Insta Business). Worked this mental job for a few months, then left after fight with pregnant unreasonable boss. Slept in hostel but private room due to corona. Struggling finding rooms once again, it’s fierce there. Then working again. managing to fill some gaping debt holes. Lived with a difficult housemate for a year, only managed to move out after a year because I was too knackered and pi**ed off in the evenings to look for rooms. Being harassed for wearing the wrong colour clothing on the street (seriously) it took weeks/months to find out what the clothing regulations of this weird cult of the city are. Job was finished after a year. Did an advanced IT course to enter the job market at a higher level. And now struggling to find a room again, so having to stay in a youth hostel which is driving me mad. I’m desperate for privacy. Other versions of people seem to be camping in my brain and annoying stranger girls in there are trying to manipulate my body, my thinking, being and other stuff. The incessant talking with everyone about a lot of stuff (not sure how much is BS) is driving me mad too. London is still way too expensive for me without a job. And I’m actually going f*ing mad how little help I have gotten outside the official bodies. People are not massively forthcoming with offers to crash out for even only 1-2 nights even for example (say in London). I mean WTF. You come from far, you haven’t seen each other for a year or so and then you get that. So DEPRESSED AND KNACKERED. And this constant feeling that people are looking down on me (not in England btw!!). Because they don’t know your background and they can spy on you via The 5th/6th whatever dimension!!? They collapsed from taking too much of something, alcohol or whatever and suddenly they know all your intimate details or what brand of food you ate a week ago. Another denigrating experience. People here can hear me talking inside and outside my head, it’s very intrusive. I need love and support. And f*ing PRIVACY. And the boyfriend of my mum is very ill, the horrible c as well. And I need holding and kissing by a nice man. (Update: room problem is probably sorted).