21/07/2024
I had a friend lose their mom yesterday. A large part of me grieves with them because it brings back the emotions of when I lost my mom. All of those thought provoking conversations. The way her energy and aura just trickled down into everyone she came in contact with. Everything she did or set her mind to do, it was always at maximum throttle. At the same time that I fell in love with deejaying, she fell in love with God. I asked, propositioned and begged so many times for deejay equipment and for one reason or another she refused to invest in me. But the support that I was looking for, my baby brother was given. In 2006, I asked her why I didn't get the same support that my baby brother was granted. Her response was, I have thought of that often. She said I had just given my life to the Lord and it was all music of the devil to me. She said I regret not supporting you because you have that same look in your eyes today deejaying this reception that you did when you were 14. Brian K. Livas let me borrow his 1200's one summer which I'll never forget. I deejayed so much that summer she said no deejaying on Sunday's. I know she's looking down on me now smiling because I'm still loving it at 54 the same way I did when I was 14. Still missing you. Forever Loving You!!!
