01/05/2021
♡:: I'm sorry !!
I'm sorry for taking so long to say this
But I'm sorry I failed to be the son some wished I could
I'm sorry for not being a better brother
I'm sorry for not being the best fraand you needed
I'm sorry for not being the best bowfraand
I'm sorry 💔!
I lost my way in the mist of darkness
All my thoughts turned against me
Karma took a sudden turn on me
Potraiting someone I don't know in me
Turned to be a no-man in a lost place
I'm sorry 😔!
I broke all the promises I made
Pinky promises never lasted
Never talked about how I feel
Losing all my loved ones due to ego
Failed to be the role model of my family
I'm sorry 😪!
I'm sorry for being silent all along
Instead of talking about my issues
Cutting my wrists was the only pill
All of you hated that but still I was mute
Mute to the temptations in my mind
I'm sorry 😞!
Never found peace for my soul
Turning my pillow case into an ocean
Daily my emotions changed but still I was mute
Feeling the inner me turning into a monster
But I kept it blind in front of everyone
I'm sorry 😥!
Mom nd Dad
I'm sorry that I never made it in life
All the dreams I said as a little boy
Were never fulfilled due to my insecurities
I failed to make you proud
All the time you prayed for me was all a waste
I'm sorry 😭!!