06/12/2024
They say I did something bad. I all but forgot about Instagram. I haven't posted a single story, or a square, or a reel for over a month, and mannnnnn does it feel good.
It hasn't been this massively intentional goal I set out to achieve. Rather, I have just been living real life and loving it. The thought of spending time on the app right now - doom scrolling, comparing, trying to turn life into content... nopey, no thank you, not interested. Sometimes I feel so inspired to show up, and the process feels so natural, but right now, even writing this post is draining me.
So, instead, this is where I am. In the garden. At soccer. Making sourdough. Going camping. Watching the odd hockey game, but only if the place I'm going to watch has snacks, chatting with my Grow Group, mowing the lawn, having coffee with friends, planning all the weddings, supporting my husand as he works 60 hour weeks. Anywhere but here.
3 sentence Meadow update:
1️⃣ My garden is still only 90% in, but what is in looks bangin'.
2️⃣The spring is cold and slow, and everything is behind.
3️⃣I love my little business, first and foremost, for the people it brings into my life, and I'm wildly grateful for the people side of this venture.
If you made it this far... 👋HI! Thank you for being here. I deeply appreciate that even though I'm not posting funny reels, or ones that inspire you, or teach you - that you haven't hit unfollow. I appreciate that in a way, you're supporting me living life the way I need to right now. It's a horrible feeling to constantly feel a "responsibility" to your followers - to always be turning that next mundane task into content. You being here shows me that you trust that when I do show up again, that I'll have something you need or want, or that even if I don't, that you are invested enough to trust the process. So thank you.
Flowers are coming soon, and it will be hard not to share them. But until the spirit moves me, I'll leave you with this, in case anyone needs to hear it. We are more than our social media accounts ✌️.