29/11/2025
The year that stripped me down, built me back up & taught me new lessons at 44.
2025 held more than I expected and somehow exactly what was needed.
4 years ago, I put a dream on a vision board: to build a business strong enough to enable me to spend a few months overseas with my family on my own terms.
This year, I lived it — 2.5 months abroad, wandering with freedom I once only imagined. And then life reminded me that dreams come with their own weather & storms when least expected.
Our bag was stolen mere 7 days in — years of savings, all of our spending money & my business equipment gone in an instant. A plot twist that felt like a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from.
I returned to my hometown after 9 yrs to find my childhood home sold, emptied, stripped to bare brick —
and for the first time, no family left to welcome me.
Standing on that ground felt like standing inside a long gone memory with no one left to confirm it existed. I cried. Grieved. A lot.
And still, the year made room for joy.
A 600-person family wedding that stitched happiness & gratitude back into me. Reuniting with friends after 25 years & feeling lost pieces of myself return.
In my work I found purpose again & again: 52 clients served, 4 speaking engagements, 4 collaborations, multitude of amazing people who shared their energy, trust & reaffirmed why I love what I do.
Despite all I took on a presidency role (volunteer) of a cultural non-profit society. I sank myself into it with courage & dedication. To expand & strengthen it. It crashed & burned however in less than 60 days, making me walk away for the 1st time in my life from something I started & didn’t finish. Clearest lesson of my life: your integrity is all you own. Your values are not for sale. Ever. You can’t inspire evolution or progress in places that aren’t ready for it. Accountability is non-negotiable. Without it, nothing else matters.
2025 wasn’t tidy. It wasn’t gentle. Or polished or predictable. It was RAW. Heartbreaking. Expansive. Here is to 44. Cleaner instincts, better boundaries. Deeper personal peace & choosing people and spaces where who I am and what I have to contribute has room to matter.