05/20/2025
I feel like I’ve been in a state of consistent transformation for so long that even the recent ones have just been a lot of me becoming myself on deeper levels. I’ve been really getting a lot of my goals accomplished even while traveling around doing van life, and it feels good. I’m proud of how I’ve been showing up, the lessons I’ve been learning and how I’ve been not only having boundaries with other people but also with myself.
Photos from Mexico of me honouring my heart space and nervous system, finding my glow again.
The first one was a special moment for me during a singing sound healing circle while working on my book. To me this photo represents a lot of different beautiful moments, where I was leaning into being louder and taking up space with my voice. I did a lot of working through internal barriers to heal my inner child and remind myself that people want to hear what I have to say and they want to hear my voice.
I worked through my stage fright in many ways on many different days.
I went to a nudist karaoke party where I sang karaoke for the first time, and I did six songs while having naked backup singers, and naked back up dancers. It was the most healing, encouraging, non-sexual, non-pressured karaoke possible with the lowest expectations and everyone jusy having fun. “Picturing everyone naked” apparently works really well if they already are naked, especially if you are too, and you already feel vulnerable then you can’t help but just embrace it.
I then went on to do many different sound healing sound circles with vocal harmonies, one of which the leader kept telling me to be louder and have more passion essentially giving me permission and encouragement to take up space. I went to see a vocal shaman and do a beautiful group experience that was very healing. …
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