05/30/2023
Well I ended up at VGHi was building anxiety for a few day...
And didn't realize how can u make me look like the bad guy .. how can u make me the week one..
I did everything I could for everyone and didn't take care of myself the Dr said...
I started begging them for help and the only nurse that took pitty on me with the amazing help of my best friend in the world Alana who got me from Surry to the hospital before it was I'm full gear.. I was sweating dizzy heart was pounding..I was scared...
And all I could think if my closet people think I'm a drug addiction..
Then they probably do to..
She told to look in her eyes and breath every muscle in my body was spazing out and I couldn't breathe cause the pain..
I tried not to think of all the pain my brain is in.. and within 40 min and everyone looking at my having what felt like a mild heartache 💔..
They got me thought it..
As usual I love u guys but love yourself...
Mental health is important..
Take care...
