11/22/2024
Baubles are ready pick-up up!!! Kindly message me to arrange pick up at your convenience ♡
Little balls of love~
I've been quiet lately. So quiet that it seems deafening at times. Slowly, ever so slowly I'm learning that loving can also mean letting go.
Loving can mean being present without gifting the other with your energy. Loving a broken spirit does not mean that yours in broken or that it has to break alongside of them. Learning that I do not have to hold on to the things that no longer ask to be held. This journey has never been a reflection of how little I love myself. I've worked incredibly hard to grow into this beautiful, kindhearted woman writing and expressing these rambles, so incredibly hard to forgive my wrongdoings, to be soft, to give myself grace, to be able to step out into the world beaming with a light I can be proud of. My goodness, I cried oceans, and I cry them still. This journey, this journey, was me believing that the gift of my love and light could heal, and in my rainbow butterfly world, we'd find happily ever after so incredibly drenched in all things raw and pure. To shower the unloved, the unheard, the unseen, with a genuine love you hear about in old country songs.
There is dark out there. There is a cold, harsh reality and so much incredible suffering that my naivety and innocence sheltered me from. The lessons, my goodness, the lessons I've learned and am learning have been incredibly heavy. This rambles is long.
I'm ok. I am blessed beyond words. Loving is one of my superpowers, but I'm ready to add letting go to the long list of things that make me an absolutely incredible human.
"When it is dark, I will always hold the Sun in my hands for you."