27/11/2023
Feeling๐the๐fear๐and๐doing๐it๐anyway...
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CRIKEY, it's been quite the day of imposter syndrome
โ๐ปI had some feedback over email, that I'm having to really roll with (i'm dealing with it in a way that feels authentic to me, ๐ค๐ปit lands well)
โ๐ปI had my first meeting today with a bunch of INSANELY talented people, with whom I'll be sharing a tent with at the first ever Flower Hub Marquee, run by seretonin in human form and the living legend that is at next May's
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LITERALLY WTF AM I DOING!
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I'm only at the end of my second year driving this ridiculous flowery ๐คก car and I've learnt S O M U C H already, but guess what, dudes, THE HITS JUST KEEP ON COMING!
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So today, I swallowed back the bit of sick that came up when I had to talk through my creative ideas in a room of trained professionals, thanked my lucky โญ๏ธ for some fantastic female mentors ( you are becoming my sexy Yoda btw) pulled up my big girl pants and JFDI.
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And you know what? It will be fine. Better than fine, bloody awesome in fact!
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Because the biggest lesson I've learnt from all the amazing women I'm meeting on this adventure is to be yourself; unapolegetically, authentically, unashamedly yourself.
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So says HELL YEAH! to every opportunity that comes your way, and feel ALL the fears; they are real and valid...BUT JUST F๐CKING DO IT ANYWAY!
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Because crazy s**t is always going to go down, babes, and you can either drown in it, or ride it whooping with joy, throwing handfuls of (biodegradable) glitter about the place with the wind in your hair!
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