03/10/2024
Happy National Poetry Day! To celebrate, here is “Reminiscing”, a wonderful poem written by Jane Hugen-Tobler, as an entry for our Shoobridge poetry competition. Thank you, Jane! It’s a gorgeous poem. The sights and sounds and smells are as fresh as if we were there …
The smell of baking bread
Synonymous with her.
My delicious, comforting,
Wonderful Grandmother.
The mornings then, a happy ritual
Never changing. My privilege to see,
Ensure the long table was laid ready with knives,
And plates with saucers balancing cups of tea.
Carefully opening the sideboard door,
I would cautiously, reverently bring out
The heavenly, heavily laden ‘Lazy Susan’
And give it a gentle twirl about.
A wheel housing honey, marmalade, jam.
Beautiful wooden object, round.
Smooth turning table keeps on
Spinning slowly around.
The centrepiece elevated on the table.
We sit round and anticipate the food.
The arrival of the toast holder, carrying
Perfect golden triangles tasting so good.
Served with love, spread thickly.
The yellow butter, her plum jam would
Make me feel no breakfast since then,
Has ever tasted as good.
She was a giver, not a taker.
Strong, capable, caring for me.
Always nurturing, loving
Feeding her family.
A fabulous cook. I picture her
Standing, holding aloft proudly
Sumptuous, crispy roasted duck,
Which was her speciality.
After breakfast one day, my grandfather died.
A heart attack. We watched it together.
The past we had known, loved and lived gone
Hopelessly clinging to it and one another.
Her smile faded, went, and the pain
Became etched in her face, deep lining.
She stooped and began to shrink,
Her eyes dull and red from crying.
She changed completely before my eyes.
I changed but did not want to at all.
She asked me to hold her arm, when we
Went out as she was scared, she would fall.
I held her up and learnt to make tea
Helplessly trying to make her happy.
Bewildered wanting to turn back time
Both my Grandparents were lost to me.
The smell of cooking toast
Synonymous with her.
My delicious comforting
Wonderful Grandmother.