I have always loved putting things in order,ensuring that things were properly arranged.
I have always loved the word #love but finding a canvas to express it has been my greatest challenge.
I needed a canvas through which I can express that but found none; it was also a blessing and a curse in disguise depending on which angle I viewed it.
But seeing it as a blessing came through a process and a time of curve balls in my life. It was the 3rd year of my struggle with PTSD I had developed from a traumatic experience I had in 2012 during my @nysc.ng we can call it my @nysc_diary
#story
#storyteller
#healing
The day my bank account hit 7figures as an event hostess, I knew I was doing something right.
Hi 👋 and welcome to my #unbecoming to #become journey.
This year, I turned 34🥳🥳🥳 and He finally reminded me why I went through a lot and a lot went through me🥹🥹🥹.
On my 30th Birthday, I received just one instruction from My Greatest Friend and all He said was keep yourself for me but trust this coconut head🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️……I just couldn’t do it and I paid dearly for it.
I learnt how to not depend on my own strength to overcome temptations; I learnt how to pray again; I learnt how to rebuild My Friendship with God and I learnt how to not judge people in any form or in any situation.
And at 30,I had hit my peak as an event hostess 😃😃😃……before you ask me plenty question; I have a Bsc in Sociology but I resigned due to a health related challenge and PTSD.
All I had to make ends meet without jeopardizing my fragile mental health and wellbeing was event hostessing.
So dear Nigerians,a hostess isn’t found in just airplanes ✈️ but also on land. And I am one of the land hostesses and you can call me @thelaurenmeelabrand ; I had approached my boss and sister @frances_oman whom I had worked with as an event hostess for @theproeventhostesshub .
I had no idea that’s my days of transitioning was my days of grooming towards becoming a luxury event planner.
#explore #explorepage #exploremore #storytelling #entrepreneur #diaries
It’s been a struggle doing this and for the longest,my heart has been so heavy.
It’s been filled with so much fear,anxiety and panic but the great fight of them all is”what will people say”?
Seeking for validation from friends,colleagues etc can be daunting but what matters most is what one does after the fight with oneself.
It’s almost time for “PENTECOST” ;a time when we remember how the Christendom was birthed. But for me;there would be no “PENTECOST” without having gone through the moment of “LENT”.
My 40 day’s journey was filled with so much solemn moments that I am so lost on how to pick the best part of it all. It was a moment I received one instruction that has unsettled my spirit the most.
Journey with me as I share my crucified love experience.
#love
#story
#explore