03/25/2019
Heart: Remember that letter you wrote to your future wife.
The lady that's going to come and change our life.
The one with the beautiful soul.
The one who going to save us from this world that's oh so cold.
The one that's we going to have a deep connection.
To her we going to give all our love and affection.
She is still out there.
Don't give up, I know you still care.
I know we had a rocky start.
Listen up, after all I'm your heart.
I know it's a gamble but we can win.
Just tell your brain to let me back in
Brain: Okay where did I start.
What happen every time we listen to our heart.
I don't even know how to feel.
S**t is love even real?
I admit our heart it strong.
But every time we listen to him he lead us wrong.
Do you remember the sleepless nights, do you remember not being able to eat.
So you remember not having the strength to get to your feet.
Like the song says I have an icebox where my heart use to be.
Never again will I let someone get next to me.
If you believe the fairy tales he putting in our head.
You might as well believe in the monsters under our bed.
Me: Damn what do I do?
You both have good points, who do I listen to?
I do want the loving wife.
If there no one to share it with what's the point of living life?
But a broken heart, that's the worst pain.
After the last time my life will never be the same.
Who I listen to, my brain or my heart.
This game of tug a war is really tearing my life apart.