02/19/2024
You guys… I think I just LEVELED UP 😳
I’m honestly shocked at what I’ve accomplished over the last week… in FEBRUARY no less!!
First I put together a Valentine’s Day pop up at (that wasn’t as successful as I would have liked, but I learned so much) and I’m just stoked to have played with color and flowers in the dead of winter, no matter the outcome. Plus it connected me with people during my reclusive season which I sorely needed…
And then, against all odds, I made 2 reels with my face in them! I’ve literally been terrified of that for years. Terrified. But I just did it. I didn’t let myself overthink it, I just recorded and put it out there. And then, to my surprise, the world didn’t end?!
Instead, y’all loved it…and now I’m an internet-celebrity-influencer-public-figure and I can’t be stopped so really that’s on you. You’ve created a monster with your kind comments 🤓
This last bit is where things get real crazy…
Saturday night, after a full day natural dye workshop with my bestie at .ship (an activity that would have normally emptied my social battery) I told a story led by about my painful entry into puberty.
LIVE ON STAGE at 🫣 😜🫠
And, once again, the world didn’t end! I didn’t spontaneously combust! By all accounts I rocked it! I was WAY more comfortable on stage than I thought I would be and the crowd was so supportive I felt like a fu***ng rock star.
I still can’t believe I did that and it went as well as it did.
I’m not sure what to make of it all, but it appears there has been an internal cosmic shift. Maybe I’ll write a romance novel next week! I’m just checking s**t off the “things I’d love to do that terrify me” list so anything is possible at this point 😂
Anyway I still don’t love being photographed so here’s a retro photo of Mariah and I on my 27th b-day (which feels like yesterday) because even if I don’t look exactly like this anymore, this is how I feel 🥰
PS: scroll through for some even older photos of the girl previously known as Jasmine Bowman and check my stories for BTS of the natural dye class ✨