08/17/2024
For this ten year celebration of our wedding… I want to talk to you about tinnitus. It is constant; even when I sleep. A constant permanent reminder that you are going to have to repeat things MULTIPLE times in the failing hope that I’m going to actually hear what you have to say. A high screech pinging noise of torture. One of the worse parts of my day…
And for ten years, with a touch… you silence it all. The cacophony of chaos that I hear on an eternal basis… you have the power to shut it down. I am indebted to this kindness. On this feat alone, I could love you forever.
But for ten years, you have quieted so many dragons of my life… that, or given me the strength to fight my own demons. Depression, poverty, occupational stress, disability… so many battles we have overcame… and like Morpheus told Zion… WE ARE STILL HERE!
I am nothing without you and I pray that if the world was to end right now, with you, I could die with a smile on my face. You are my heaven on earth, and I know I have done nothing to deserve you. So I’m going to love you like eternity is knocking on our door.
There are no words that exist to describe the depths I have and for 10 years, my I have failed in my pursuit of definition of it. But I will never fail in showing you all the love and affection you deserve.
Mi amor, mi preciosas… mi Monte Rendevous de la pasión…
Mi espousa. My wife… for You uncultured heathens.