09/10/2024
As chapter 32 comes to a close, I reflect and add up all the lessons I’ve had to endure leading up to this moment of my life. My dad asks my siblings and me each year we turn another year older “Are we currently where we want to be in our lives?”
I can honestly say NO.
However today, I decided to commit to letting go of the self-sabotaging behaviors while continuing to attend therapy to heal the inner childhood wounds that have prevented me from enjoying the noble, peaceful, joyful, satisfying and loving life we’ve all been called to live and desperately seek after.
Letting go of what has hindered me from being the true authentic version of myself. I choose to embody and fuel the light that exists within us all, that shines brighter than any circumstance we may ever face during this earthly experience.
Here’s to 33 solar returns and finally feeling like I’m starting to respectfully master myself. Embracing my darkness so that I may shine my light brighter for others and live a selfless life, but I no longer desire to be a people pleaser either. I’m quite exhausted with pretending like I like all of y’all because I don’t. But I will now choose to be the positive influence necessary in your life. Daily, leading by example, starting with the man in the mirror.