06/03/2024
๐ง๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐ถ๐บ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ง๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป!
This past weekend I got so triggered, like deep trauma triggered. In that dark place - whew - I wanted to flee the situation and the relationship. Or manipulate them to fix it. But I stayed and instead, did an inner healing process that I've been mastering over the years. It's a process that really gets to the root of the trigger. With each step of the process, I became soothed, clear, lighter, and brighter. I shed the pain and reclaimed my power. It was incredibly moving and honestly magical to shift from feeling so dark, unsafe and guarded, to feeling empowered, free, and laughing.
And the best part? This was 20 minutes. 20 minutes to freedom. No residue. No need to numb out to cope with lingering effects.
It was a beautiful rest of the night, full of sweet connection.
๐๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ผ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐บ๐ฎ -
๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ง๐ ๐ง๐๐๐๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ช๐ก๐ก ๐๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ค๐ฃ๐จ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ฉ๐ง๐๐๐๐๐ง๐จ -
๐'๐บ ๐ผ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ ๐ญ ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ต ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐๐.
๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฑ๐๐น๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ!