05/16/2024
I’ve been a little MIA on social media the past month or so…1. It could be because my garden is currently just dirt & hope 😊 or 2. It could be because I have a lot to say but I’m scared to say it…(hint – it’s the second option).
May is Mental Health Month & hear this – sometimes I hate those words too. Yes, there IS a stigma about mental health, and even though I already told you guys around Easter I have been struggling with some somewhat severe anxiety, I don’t like being labeled or labeling myself as anxious. I know not everyone can relate, but some can, maybe just one. I know not everyone with understand, but some will. I have found this to be a caring, generous, and gracious community, so by writing – I want to reflect, ponder, remember, grow, challenge myself, and *hopefully* help someone else. So, I have a lot to say. As I work my butt off to beat anxiety, the BEST way I process anything, is to pair it to a real-life example of something to do with my garden. And, every story includes God. Because God is with this girl in the garden. Looking back (& forward), I 100% believe God gave me a love for flowers & gardening so that it would be the battleground for me to overcome & get back to who God made me. (as Josiah reminded me, God did NOT make me anxious, God made me creative, courageous, empathetic, encouraging, excitable – but that’s a sneak peek at a story from another day…)
Anyway, this is just me popping in to say, hey – I’m here. As my mug says, this is a reminder to “Bee Kind”. Some people’s struggles are more “silent”, but we should never struggle in solitude. Please note, this BHB feed will not be filled with selfies with messy bathroom counters & showers in the background, but it will be full of reflection 😉, honesty, and stories from the slushy, struggle-bus, stormy garden, as well as the shiny, shimmery, successful one. Hope you all stick around! There is so much to come!