11/11/2025
My alarm went off early in the morning. I laid there in bed, not wanting to get up. It was still dark outside. Yet something inside drove my tired aching body up from bed.
45 minutes later, found me driving the gravel roads of the prairies of western South Dakota. I watched the sun creep across the fields of crops, bob wire fences and trees  bringing a soft gentle light into the world. Not really sure what I was looking for, but once I found it, I knew I would know it.
I had just driven by a stack of hay bales when up ahead I saw the sun shining bring to life, the sleepy figure of a red tail hawk. I really didn’t pay much attention to it. I figured by the time I got up to it it would fly away. Sitting along the fence line so close to the road usually turn these creatures into early flyers. They never stayed around for anyone or anything to get close. On this particular morning this Hawk continued to sit still as I got closer and closer and closer. I finally stopped my vehicle when he was even with me and I was looking at him face-to-face, maybe 12 feet away.
I stopped my van and picked up the camera on my lap. I paused, and I looked not just at his eyes, but its whole body. Its feathers seemed so soft everything about it caught my eye. It looked as tired as I felt. I did not want to disturb him anymore than need be. At least one of us should be getting more sleep. I snapped a few pictures then down the road I drove away quietly as I could. Watching in my rearview mirror he did not fly away it sat there.
On the road back into town, my mind kept drifting back to that hawk and the vision I saw. Where it was sleeping and living in a place he was born to be wild and free.