04/02/2025
That’s not what we took it for.
As a photographer, I have the privilege of meeting some amazing people. Forging relationships that turn into long friendships. I always assume the pictures I take will grace the walls of a couple’s home, be adorn in a frame on a nursery shelf, or represent an individual on their social and professional media’s profile picture. Today, I had to come to terms with the not-so-pleasant side of my profession. The pictures I take are also used to serve as a reminder of someone who is longer here.
Today, along with many others, I had the painful reminder that life is incredibly short. As I sat in the church, listening to a father recant his son’s life, I had an overwhelming sense of heartache as I stared at the picture I took of a wonderful man. A picture that was only supposed to be used as his professional headshot. A picture that I vividly remember taking and the laughs we had during the photo shoot. All I kept thinking to myself, possibly as a way to not have to deal with the reality of a life lost, was “that’s not what we took that picture for. That’s not what we took it for!” My emotions were fixated on that statement, like a blanket comforting and shielding me. Like a loop, that thought rolled around in my head, preventing me feeling the true sadness until it couldn’t be contained any longer.
So…I cried. Knowing the pain he was in. Understand the sorrow and hopelessness. Relating to the lies that our mind tricks us into believing are truth. Sorrowful at the thought that his wife, children, parents, family, and friends now have to live life without him. Angry at the unfairness of the situation. With all of those emotions, however, I was filled with peace knowing that he is whole again and with his Savior, his Comforter, his Healer.
I can’t help but appreciate my career even more now. Knowing that my pictures are used in a way that honors someone’s life and legacy. My pictures bring comfort, peace, and happy memories to loved ones. My pictures freeze time for those who hurt, temporarily bringing back joyful moments.
It is truly an honor to get to do what I do. A massive blessing, really. I am eternally grateful for all of my clients! I pray that my pictures bring you joy, peace, comfort, and love!
With love and honor,
Sariah
XO
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