17/01/2013
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I Want a Crucifixion Type Love Poem by Brent Rice
My biggest prayer is to love her right. I want to love her like Christ
loved the Church, love her like her Father in heaven loves her, love
her like the Holy Spirit loves her soul and love her like she was
created to be loved but sometimes, sometimes my flesh tries to
intimidate me with that kind of love. It’s like my spirit can rise
from the depths of this corrupted prison with the voice of Abel
screaming that ‘I have not yet loved her to the extent that Christ
loves the church” see; I want a crucifixion type love.
Every time I hug her I want my arms to be spread out on the cross and
I want to die to my childish ways. And every time I look into her eyes
I want a crown of thorns to be placed upon my head so that I will
surrender my thought life to her honour. And I want the walls to be
taken apart to be nail driven into my feet so that they would lead her
with the authority of Moses, see; I want a crucifixion type love. I
want my side to be pierced every time that we laugh together so that
ill always remember that she is my rib. And every time I sleep and
dream of her I want my back to be beaten with a cat o nine tail so
that ill always carry her burdens for her. And every time I’m not with
her I want to stand before Pilot and stand true to my relationship
with her, see, I want those who have seen me to have seen her in me
when we are apart. I want a crucifixion type love.
I want a love that will cause dead men to rise. When people gaze on us
I want them to know who is this Christ that we speak of. And every
time she falls I want to take her in my arms like my cross and carry
her up to Calvary. I want men to mark me for not wanting to be like
them, for not wanting to squander my love on various women but to have
the passion to pour out my love onto one soul for all of eternity. I
want a crucifixion type love.
I want a love that was pre-destined before eternity. I want a love
that was birthed in my mother’s womb. I want a love that is willing to
give up this world for her. I want a love that is immaculate. I want a
love that makes angels wish they were in our shoes. I want a love that
will make me pray to God and say who am I that you are mindful of me
to bless me with her. I want a crucifixion type love.
I want a love that bleeds purity. I want a love that people will lie
on us just to see us split apart. I want a love that will make me run
away to a far village build a mansion for you with my bare hands and
send you love letters every day reminding you of me, letters that you
can keep in a book and spend time reading them every day. I want a
love that will make my spirit pray for you. I want a love that will
make me walk on water in the middle of the most dangerous storm for
you, see; I want a crucifixion type love.
I want a love that my friends will betray me cause of my affection for
you. I want a love that after we’re gone that for centuries to come
men will aim to follow in our legacy. And every time I rise in the
morning I want it to be my cross being raised up right for you, to
stand up on the hill of my life and portray a beautiful sacrifice. I
want to be placed in the tomb of your heart, the tomb that your mother
and father built. I want a love that will rise with all power over
adversity. I want a love that people will flock to see if it’s real. I
want a crucifixion type love.
I want a love that shows my yearning for you. I want a love that even
when we argue I still have a burning passion and desire to be with
you. I want a love that heals, the kind of love that covers the wounds
that were dug deep by the knives of infidelity and insecurity. I want
a love that makes God get up and dance around his throne every time he
sets His eyes on us. I want a crucifixion type love.
So, with all of that said…
Lord please give me the strength to love her like you love me. Like
the way you didn’t consider being equal with the father, a thing to be
grasped, but you came and gave up your throne for the filth of this
world, and out of love you serve and in the same way let me serve her
unconditionally, infinitely. So, let me man up and quite wasting time
playing games and pursue her like you pursue your church because you
have chosen me to be entrusted with her heart. So, let me cherish it
like a jeweller cherishes a diamond, let me examine it and find out
every minute detail about her worth, see, I want to love her
Like Abraham loved Sarah,
Like Isaac loved Rebecca,
Like Jacob loved Rachel,
Like Moses loved Ruth,
Like Solomon loved his queen,
I want a crucifixion type love.
So, into your hands I commend this relationship because I want to love
her like you love your church. I want a crucifixion type love.
