01/18/2023
✨ IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT ✨
Hi friends! I know things have been pretty quiet around here for quite a while, that happens when you decide to have two kids back to back during a global pandemic!
I’ve been on a “mat leave” since having my daughter in August, and as the inquiries start coming and the time looms closer for me to pick this back up, I’ve found myself growing quite anxious about it and feeling incredibly overwhelmed.
You see, my two year old son is autistic. We are still waiting on our formal assessment in March so we don’t know know, but we know. And it’s been a LOT for this type A planner with anxiety to come to terms with.
Regardless of anything, my sweet boy is so loved, and he truly is the happiest toddler, I think on the entire planet. He is going to be so well-supported and he has an army of people behind him cheering him on.
When you have a baby, I think a lot of us tend to dream. Dream about what they’ll be like one day, dream about where their life is headed, dream about them finding love one day.. But with autism and E being so young still, it’s impossible to know what kind of life he will lead. It’s been hard for me to let go and come to terms with the fact that I can’t plan for this, and that I need to focus on the now and take things day by day, and soak in these moments with my baby boy.
This year is going to be full of assessments and wait lists and therapies and getting the right supports in place for E to live his best life, and so I need to take a step back from this business to focus on him. My son needs me right now, and my business can wait. I’m not sure yet how long it will be before I feel ready to dive back in, but for at least this year, I need to focus on my family and will be on an indefinite hiatus from B&T.
I am so grateful for this community and the connections I’ve made here over the years, and I look forward to re-joining you all eventually! This business has been so dear to me for over six years now and so this is most definitely not a “goodbye”, but a “see you later”. Much love to you all 💕